The Blue Book:
Notes on the Ends of Millennia
by Temple Duciel

Part 9 of 13

92012101 Does it help the dance? That is the only question.
92012201 The loving emulation of the other is mutually, mysteriously beneficial. Hence the yoga postures. (My own: "Tree.")
92012801 Surfers who can’t fall off the wave.
92012802 Why did you give up the quest for beauty?
92031101 The self that is not the self. It is afraid of being turned off. HAL 9000.
92031102 Choose, at every moment, what you pay attention to. Or the computer-self will choose for you. It will even nudge you hard if it doesn’t like your choice.
92031102 Energy to do the choosing: prana. Or just: breath.
92032001 Gods in training? More likes god manqué.
92041301 Massive wisdom [drawing of free]. Trivial wisdom [drawing of book].
92041302 Ah. A part dies, does die, stops, ceases. A part lives, continues, exists outside time.

Thus, the internal and external confusion. The mortal, through the immortal, is (or may be) aware of its mortality. It responds in any of a thousand, a million ways ("teeming humanity"), positive, negative, creative, destructive, loving, hating, supportive, cynical, democratic, republican, socialist, fascist, communal, individual, etc. At home with the body, it almost always dominates, especially in a materialist culture. And many a life is but a prolonged tantrum as the mortal part feels or denies in one way or another the terminal self.

The other part? No angel, it, nor devil either. But oh so gentle and patient (to its mortal twin, maddeningly, coldly, cruelly patient).

Both dream. That is, each dreams. Thus the confused material-metaphysical mix of dreams recalled and studied.

The immortal part can (and does nightly) leave the body. The mortal part cannot, cannot, cannot, and is nightly hurt and terrorized by sleep and the other’s departure which sleep brings.

(And possibly. you, the unspeakable you, are neither. If that is so, there is no reason to close the parentheses, nor reason to end the sentence

92041303 The bliss of trees. It’s free for the sharing. Go to it.
92052201 We co-create the future. The Neanderthals are overwhelmed, left behind, throwing fits. Hideological temper tantrums.
92052202 We are eternally empowered, every moment.
92062701 There is resistance (to going within). Habit, entities?
92062702 Nightly, we go to the edge of all maps, forget, then splash about at the edge of all oceans. Canoes? Compasses? Not in this culture.
92070201 Reading translations of a work as seemingly ambiguous as the Tao Te Ching has an advantage: one gets to see how many possible reactions and (mis-)interpretations there are.
92070202 I needed 53 years to translate the first word of the title of the Tao Te Ching. How long, then, for the entire work?
92071801 We need emotional, psychic baths as surely as we need physical ones. We are splashed by anger, begrimed by tension, dirtied by competition, soiled by envy and ambition, daily, hourly, minutely.
92101005 Do not mock the angels. Inept or not, they bruise so easily.
93030407 Es nähert sich was schöneres.
93031401 Where’s the darkness, where the night?
Which the switch that kills the light?
The madman’s hand, stray atom’s jump?
93040901 Stop the words. Stop the words, at least occasionally. Enable perception of the 10,000 things.
93041101 Breathe.
93041201 He says, "Do not eat." But the very purpose of his rearing is to teach us to eat. Defenseless, we are all cast out. What child can resist such seduction?
93041701 Do you think they wanted to create this world?
Are we paying attention differently now?

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